Cool as a cucumber

I thought about something, a quotation I remember reading in the front of a book somewhere.
“That is part of the beauty of all literature. You discover that your longings are universal longings, that you're not lonely and isolated from anyone. You belong.”
It was F. Scott Fitzgerald that put this feeling I have towards literature in words more eloquent than I was able to.

After being so sad and bewildered for the past while, I'd like to just read a book or something and be somewhere else inside my head.
Before my university classes start again, it kind of feels like a nightmare is approaching...do I really have to go back?
But it might be a hilarious b-movie type horror that defies all common sense and good reason. How many people will I see freaking out in the first month?
I just won't be one of them, maybe hopefully yes? Oh and I decided I want to gain at least three pounds, so my sister will stop worrying and telling me to see a doctor.
I'm not sick, I was just sad :(
But being sad will make people sick, it's like a vicious circle.
I have to stop thinking like that though. Deep breath and calm is a start.
Good bye for now Blogger!!!  :D