Okay so I sometimes feel like I've been very unlucky in seeing how corrupted some people's souls are. Not trying to be overly dramatic but just once such example, I want to bring up. Being bi-racial or mixed ethnicity or whatever you want to call it but not "visible" I guess you can say is interesting. Very interesting but not necessarily in a good way.
I feel rootless sometimes and other strange feelings but anyways that's not my point. Sooo, there aren't very many things for Canada to be proud of when it comes to its race relations in the past, even as far back as let's say, now. SO there are still problems here and there, in some places more obvious than others. I better get to my point right? Well, I was just sitting somewhere, like on the train, and the Caucasian sitting across from me says randomly, "I think we white people should of just exterminated the Indians when we had the chance."
"Indian" in this case referring to Aboriginal people, the other part of my being. What the fuck? There are still people like this just walking around, and oh my god I have to be sitting across from one. Why, does this happen to me (more than one occasion), I feel sick thinking about it. Somebody just feeling they could share their racism with me. The fact that in this oh so wonderful place somebody could just say or think that and I don't know but I'm getting mad again. Sometimes I feel like I'm a bad person just hearing these things and I don't even think I'm doing anything wrong. Just living life. So sickening, why are people so horrible. I wish I could pretend these things didn't exist but just can't.
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